Which one is the mask?

I don’t think the insecure, awkward-feeling, shy guy hiding is the real me, hiding behind the wall and putting up this mask of a confident person.  I think that shy motherfucker is in FRONT of the wall, keeping the real me from getting out.

The real me gets out a lot these days, but that other person masquerading as the real me gets out from time to time.  I need to figure out how to bury that motherfucker so I can go about being the person that I’m actually supposed to be.